對那個人


我總是說我放不下


其實


是放不下我自己吧


對那件事


我總是說我不能放心


其實


是不能放手吧


於是


每日每日


我記掛著那個人那件事


就像拖著一帶垃圾到處走


把自己弄得沉重又不清爽


早該放下又遲遲不放手


這是我對自己的賭氣嗎


那個人那件事已經與我無關了


我卻用繩索自缚雙手


心甘情願的繼續被控制嗎


於是


每日每日


不是我緊緊抓住那個人那件事


而是那個人那件事的幻影緊緊抓住了我


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To that person

I always say I can not let go

In fact

BE can not let go myself

To that matter

I always say I can't trust

In fact

BE can't let go

Hence

Everyday everyday

I record to hang that matter of that person

Be like to trail a bring garbage to walk everywhere

Make the oneself heavy and not and clear

Should let go of and don't let go slowly early

This is I to own of in anger

That person that matter has already had nothing to do with me

I but use a rope from?Hands

Is the continuing of totally willing to controled

Hence

Everyday everyday

BE not I hold tight that matter of that person tightly and tightly

And is that person, the unreal image of that matter held tight me tightly and tightly