相信你並不困難　困難的是相信自己

2009-06-04

我是會賭氣的女人　尤其對你
我是對外獨立　其實內心很需要依靠的女人　尤其跟了你之後
在跟你賭氣時若我也正需要你　往往我會用很無賴的態度表現

你凌晨不經意的動作　讓我決定跟你賭上幾天氣
我今天碰到了大難題　讓我極需要你的陪伴
在跟你賭氣時若我也正需要你　往往我會打好幾通 "言不及意" 的電話吵你

你是個反應很慢的男人　尤其對我
常弄不懂我們間的疙瘩從何而來？　更搞不清哪有這麼多的 "大事" 好讓我煩心在意
在跟你賭氣時若你正好反應也慢　往往我會點把火　把你的頭髮鬍子都燒成一片焦
而你就算痛得半死　也弄不清這把火從何而來？

凌晨　想用吻叫醒你　你竟撇開頭　還發出嫌惡的聲音
午後　想聽聽你的聲音　舒緩因開會感受到的壓力　你竟讓我感到你的不耐
你喔　等著 "火燒厝" 了啦　

　　　　　　　

今天被問倒了　因為苦苦思索數分鐘　竟答不出我最信任的人是誰？

一直以為　在面對許多的詢問時　我的答覆應不加思索的就是你
最愛的人是誰？　你呀！
最想一起共度一生的人是誰？　你呀！
最在乎的人是誰？　你呀！
碰到快樂的事　最想與誰分享？　你呀！
碰到沮喪的事　最想找誰訴苦？　你呀！
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太多太多的答案　都是你
可是今天被問及　最信任的人是誰？　我竟猶豫了

無法細述這個問題被提出的前因後果
只能說　被問及的 "信任" 不單只是 "相信這個人"
而是 "能放心的把自己的一切完全交給這個人"

模糊的記憶中　我確信你曾是這個問題的答案
那現在　我為什麼不能肯定無懼的講出你的名？

而這樣的遲疑　
是真的對你不信任　不相信你能照料我的一切？　
還是其實是對自己的不信任　不相信自己願意把一切交給你照料？



Have I Told You Lately

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun and all it's glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort, too
You fill my heart with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's your's and it's mine
Like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's your's and it's mine
Like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Take away all my sadness
You fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

Take away all my sadness
You fill my heart with gladness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

Take away all my sadness
You fill my heart with gladness
Ease my troubles that's what you do