Rose 說: My dear girl, so sorry for not having contact you for so long. I was so busy previously and not at home during Chinese New Year. I am so sorry to hear that your mom has passed away. Please be strong. I know you are a very brave girl. I totally can understand how you feel now because I surely felt the same way when my dad died of cancer when I was fifteen. I am sure just like my dad, your mom will be also watching over you in heaven. I really want to give you a warm and supportive hug If there is any thing I can do for you just let me know.