現在                  

真的不是我最想要的                       

但我知道                               

有些事情                                                

不光是自己的努力                                           

就可以得到想要的                                                     

每天我都反覆著想                           

要怎樣做我才可以                                

沒辦法是否該割捨                                    

有失必有得                             

有得必有失                                            

其實我知道自己該怎麼做                                        

卻又不知道在猶豫著什麼                           

繼續享受著這個夢                               

總有一天會清醒在                                       

現實的世界中埋沒                        

有沒有想過                              

我會多麼痛                                        

有沒有想過                                

是什麼後果                                                           

我勇敢多了                                

只是有時會                   

一個人脆弱                                              

不想表明這                            

無助的一面                                                                

懂得我的世界                    

看似彩色的                                

黑暗天空                                                        

灰灰暗暗                          

有點疼痛