Lately, depression seems to get me... nothing makes me laugh...trueheartedly... misunderstandings are all around, i feel tired and disappointed.[:@] Nothing is as bad as it seems, but hope is like the last thing to find now. Wish there's one spell like hocus pocus, that could take away all my sorrow. I want courage to face whatever comes before me. Sometimes i hate myself for being such a chicken shit... When are you gona learn? When? I don't want to be suffocated in my own shell...