煩悶

工作在家裡建起冷戰的城壕

在我和家人之間

                                                                              煩悶

                                                    社團在班上建起冷漠的城牆

                                                           在我和同學朋友之間

煩悶

自己在社團中建起防禦的城門

在我和團員朋友之間


                                                                           總覺得

                                                                        自己很笨

                                                                   在人際關係中

                                                         這二十年來 沒有進展

                                                                      自己是這樣

                                                              但我卻可以幫別人

                                                                        知道理論

                                                                      卻不會運用
 
                                                                   真的是很奇怪

煩悶

是自己造成
 
卻沒能力收拾殘局

也沒人能幫忙

找不到人幫忙

無助的在世上徘徊
 
                                                                   被家人當空氣

                                                                   被同學當空氣

                                                                   被朋友當空氣

                                                                   被團友當空氣

                                                              既然我已經是空氣

                                                         沒專長 對世上沒用處

                                                                   那還是消失吧

                                                 不要浪費世上快要沒有的資源