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篇名: 愛上你說的謊
作者: MiNi 將 日期: 2011.10.17  天氣:  心情:




Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie


I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cus when its going good its going great.
I'm superman with the wind at his back
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.


You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at him
You swore you'd never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit him
Throw him down pin him
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's a race that's the culprit controls your boat
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you cus today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.


Now I know he said things hit things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship wasn't as crazy as it seemed
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eye ball
Next time I'm pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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面對我的憤怒妳選擇冷眼忽略
自我安慰著沒關係我就是喜歡這種心痛的感覺
聽見我的嚎啕大哭妳只是袖手旁觀
沒關係我就是喜歡妳這樣
我就是愛妳說謊的樣子


我無法解釋這是甚麼
我只能告訴妳這是一種感覺
我呼吸急促
感覺不能呼吸但我盡力堅持著
彷彿被拋上高空我喪失知覺
藉酒精澆洩憤怒
卻越是掙扎越是窒息
即將沉溺之時,她拯救了我
我愛死她這種他媽恨透我的樣子
"等等!妳要去哪?"
"我要離開"
"不!妳不能走!回來吧!我們可以重新來過。"
我們重新來過
如此神奇我們漸入佳境
我改過自新全心全意
但她卻蠢到我都無地自容
那老兄是誰?我連他名字都不知道
我揍了他,告訴她我不再妥協
我都不知道我可以如此狠下心


面對我的憤怒妳選擇冷眼忽略
自我安慰著沒關係我就是喜歡這種心痛的感覺
聽見我的嚎啕大哭妳只是袖手旁觀
沒關係我就是喜歡妳這樣
我就是愛妳說謊的樣子
我就是愛妳說謊的樣子


妳從未感受過深愛一個人時那份窒息難愛
當妳和他在一起
你們沉溺在自我滿足裡逃避現實
享受著曖昧
過去那般如此美好
現在卻連面對他的臉都感到煩厭
妳發過誓再也不會讓他受傷
現在卻換了副嘴臉對他惡言相向
肆無忌憚不停地傷害
妳在蹂躪著他,讓他感到如坐針氈
彷彿中毒似的無法停止


罪惡感在你心中拔河
它說選擇結束才能停止傷害
過去種種造就今日這般結局
如果沒有當初的傷害今天我們之間結局會不一樣
你對她的承諾就像老舊的唱片一樣跳針又跳針
再不住手你們之間就沒有機會了
現實生活不能像遊戲
你卻再一次說謊
現在你只能眼睜睜看著她離開你的世界
我想這種感覺就是所謂的遺憾


面對我的憤怒你選擇冷眼忽略
自我安慰著沒關係我就是喜歡這種心痛的感覺
聽見我的嚎啕大哭你只是袖手旁觀
沒關係我就是喜歡你這樣
我就是愛你說謊的樣子
我就是愛你說謊的樣子


現在我明白了她說的事與願違和口是心非
倒帶一般走回同樣的路
我摸透了妳的脾氣
了解妳就同我了解我自己
但是每次當我們快有完美結局時卻總是錯過
請妳回來吧
都是我的錯
我們之間並非覆水那般難收
也許我們就像是水與火無法相容
我只知道我是如此愛妳
所以回家吧,帶著妳的行李
難道妳沒有聽出我聲音中的真誠嗎?
我都說了,這都是我的錯
看著我的眼睛
我發誓不會再動手了,絕不會了
我不知道我現在在說甚麼
但我受夠這場爭執了,我只想讓她回來。
我是個騙子
如果她再堅持要走
我會把她綁在床上放把火把房子燒了


面對我的憤怒你選擇冷眼忽略
自我安慰著沒關係我就是喜歡這種心痛的感覺
聽見我的嚎啕大哭你只是袖手旁觀
沒關係我就是喜歡你這樣
我就是愛你說謊的樣子
我就是愛你說謊的樣子

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